Tuesday, April 21, 2015


bloodroot and trillium

I'm back in town.
Our street is being torn up.
It's cool out. 
I sense that one of my themes as I continue to write about cleaning up difficult physical areas is now to write about Persephone above ground and back in the world of all living plants. I will start with my musings about the plants that I have printed on linoleum blocks long ago. Themes of nature and the cycle of growth will appear as well as my relationship to our old farmstead out in the country that is now falling down.
I know that out in the Wisconsin woods, not far from where our old house is falling down the bloodroot and trillium remain impervious to that decay as they push up through the leaves to bloom.
The bloodroot sends out its clusters of underground roots to start a new colony of bloodroot plants and just about now the small white flowers can be seen as the lovely lobed leaves wrap around the stem like an elegant cloak.
I have loved the bloodroot plant for a long time. Once upon a time in my eager batiking days I actually dug up the roots in order to use the juice for dying. Yes, the roots are bloody and no it was not a successful venture at all. But I persisted and found a way to incorporate it into my beautiful batik piece.

For the actual linoleum block print that I did of the bloodroot I picked
an actual leaf and traced it onto a linoleum block. Then I carefully cut it and tried to be true to the pattern of veins and leaves on the actual leaf.
I often print it on bright red paper.


Soon the sweet symetrical balanced trilliums will dot the woods with their splendor. Lovely, lively beautiful trilliums. A lovely gathering in the woods. I drew the plant directly onto the linoleum and then carved it in the heat of a summer day.

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Last night I looked at my old Farm Journal. Time had drifted on. Seasons of bloodroot and trillium had come and gone since I last wrote about the untimely death of one of our friends out there. Leaves had piled up. The snow had fallen down. The bloodroot and trillium had pushed their way up. Seasons have passed. Have passed.
The old house fell down some more.
I pick up the old journal.

I read and remember all of my vows now 12 years ago to pick up the 
long forgotten hidden Island memoir and keep on working on it.
There is a silence out at the farm that reminds me of the silence 
on the island.
Tides come and go.
Seasons come and go.
Time passes.

And now it is again Spring!
And I have resumed work on my Island memoir.
And I have new vigor and hopeful plans to clean up the old house.
And yes, once more I bend down to my sweet favorite plants
the humble bloodroot and trillium.
And yes, I will bend low in humility and adore them once again.
and now to print them up 
on paper the color of pipestone and earth.

These lovely plants teach me humility and quietness.

"Whatever you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it!
- Mahatma Gandhi


Monday, April 20, 2015

Persephone's Ascent


Persephone's Ascent



      I have left the basement behind and ascended the stairs out of winter. I did not complete my task  down in my own personal underworld but accept how much I tried to do.

     Now the verdant outdoors calls. Birds chirp. The crab apple tree is  about to blossom. Yes, Persephone is truly back in the upper world with her mother and all living things start to blossom and grow in abundance.

      And I find a new task for this season above ground. Not an easy one, in fact perhaps even harder than trying to clean my basement. 

   My dear one and I have an old house out in the country. Inheritated in a circuitous way from others, we have the communal house that once housed so many. Now it is vacant and empty and falling into the ground. It is totally a house of memory and I muse on trying to clean it up

This task makes the basement seem easy and I wonder..is this all my life ends up being???cleaning up one endless mess after another...my basement,...the garage...the old house at the farm..and before all this, my parents house....and so forth.

I have to find some kind of shape and meaning to all this and so I write and muse and allow the past that dwells in memory to rise up and direct me on my way...somehow giving meaing to what can be overwhelming. my tool, my magic wand, the ability to craft meaning into words

Somehow giving shape to what has been tossed into a pile, what is falling apart, what needs to be thrown out and what needs to be shared and saved.

    the air turns pink outside with promise...the grass turns green after the long winter... I muse and wander and wonder through my labyrinths of stuff...trusting that I will come out in the end with order, meaning and relief..

Soon the trilliums will bloom all over the hillside out there around the decaying house. Nature prevails and continues. I rest in its cycles of change and beauty and try as best as I can to deal with my earthly squalor allowing nature and its birdsong and emerging plant life to carry me along.